These few weeks I've been wondering what will happen in the future after TAFE. A lot has change and can be frustrating. Whether a particular person makes me feel like I'm not worth it or whether that person is tokenistic... sheesh God know who the people I'm talking about...
It's not that I don't love them, it just frustrates me that I feel I have to compete for something not worth competing with. I love them so much but sometimes it feels like my effort in serving God is wasted. Then again I don't need all that credit aye..? God has things in plan for me which is something I won'ty know until it's there. I'll keep praying for that... I guess and let Christ be in control!!!
Do not boast about tomorrow, for you do not know what a day may bring forth.
Let another praise you, and not your own mouth; someone else, and not your own lips.
Stone is heavy and sand a burden, but provocation by a fool is heavier than both.
Anger is cruel and fury overwhelming, but who can stand before jealousy? (Proverbs 27:1-4)
Another reminder is that often people fights for beauty. In fact the beauty of the outside is so prominent, it does make you wonder why they hope for praise and glory from others. God taught me over time, the heart is more important than who we are forced to be. Do not be afraid of people, he constantly reminds me. Found in Psalm 27 I think... on my quote on the msn status. hehe. So yeah... ^^
Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised.
Give her the reward she has earned, and let her works bring her praise at the city gate. (Proverbs 31:30-31)
iC Jo
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